What am I doing?
No seriously, can you help me? I have no clue what I'm doing. I feel like I'm taking spaghetti and throwing it at the wall to see if it sticks. But, like, not just one piece of spaghetti. The whole effin box. And it hasn't even been taken out of the box, much less cooked.
I have all these amazing ideas! I want to do this, what if I start offering that? Why not take on something else?
In my old career, I was constantly chided for my lack of execution. "You always have great ideas, but you lack follow through." BIG Eye roll. That's because I'm the IDEA person. I come up with great, unique solutions to problems that have existed for years.
But... I would have too many ideas, and get excited about them, not think through them completely and then they'd go on the shelf and then I'd move on to the next idea or set of ideas. It was quite the cycle and although it frustrated me at the time to hear that feedback, I look back on it and know that they were right.
I'm not even sure what the point of this post is. Maybe I need to share some of my recent ideas. I am listing them as wants. You'll see contradictions in them all. lol. Sorry I'm using you as a therapist. lol